Thursday, July 29, 2010

Will this ever end!

OK so we have been having a week from hell! if it can go wrong it has this week. I will put here what i vented to my online mommy team on Here it is

I am not one to complain, but.....I cant take it anymore!

My hubby has been off work since the end of July with a slipped disk in his back and he has been going to therapy to fix it so he doesn't have to have surgery. Anyway since he has been off we have been fighting with his disability insurance through his work to cover his claim and pay him. They have denied him twice now once for more information and the second time for not being able to read the doctors notes!!!!! So now we are in appeals with them to try to get something if we don't get approved we have to figure out how to pay back the one check they sent him. We are trying to live off my 200 a week check from the daycare kids. That doesn't even cover our mortgages!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plus I went the county to file for emergency assistance and I had to wait for an appt two weeks away than they just called today and said they needed to reschedule cause we had a different case worker. so now our new appt is the 25th OF F$w@%$%#$ AUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nice #^$%$^$## emergency assistance. how the hell am i supposed to feed my fam and pay bills till than!!!!!!!!!!! i swear I just wanna roll into a ball and cry for days.

Than on top of that like it could get any better!!! i am loosing weight yeah great I don't have any fricking summer clothes that fit!!! I have two pairs of size 22 shorts that are falling off!!!!! I am in a size 18 and all i have are pants! LOL UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


On top of the above mess my van is running like crap so don't wanna take it out of town. I hope that the appeal gets approved so we can go back to living our life! This stress is killing me pretty soon you are going to need to put me in a fucking white jacket!!! My poor hubby I know it is getting to him to but he has to stop blaming him self! its nto his fault the disk slipped and he is off work. It his damn insurance disability's fault for causing so much stress.

I am on vacation next week (paid thank god) and we cant do anything with the kids I feel bad for the kids that we cant go anywhere. oh well such is life!!

On a lighter note I lost 12.4 pounds in 10 weeks with weight watchers!! I WILL BE SKINNY!!!!

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